"One is the loneliest number that you'll ever know"

I was finally able to send my letter to J today, hope that he gets it soon. Also still waiting to hear from him. It was almost better when I hadn't heard from him in some perspectives. Now I am just waiting for a phone call from him which will come who knows when if it even does or when I will get another letter back. I just miss him.

Jean said she wanted to make sure that I'm not just waiting around for him since I don't know if/when he will get out. I don't think I am thought because I'm not really doing anything different now then I was before I was "with him". It is hard to just forget about him though, he is still on my mind all the time and right now he is the one I want to be with, no one else has caught my interest.

It's been kind of hard the past few days. Ali has a bf, Jean has a guy she has been "seeing" for over a month and then this new guy who is really interested in her but I am not sure how serious she is about him with the other guy still in her mind, then Carlos has a girl from work who he is kind of interested in and then there is me who is waiting for someone to get out of jail. :(

The other night we went out and I was the only one without someone and then tonight Ali made dinner and Jean's new guy and Ali's bf were over. Not so bad until Carlos went to lay down and they were both coupled off. Then it was just Jean with K then me by myself on the same futon together. So awkward and I had to get out of there so I decided to come to my room and catch up on some TV on Hulu. *Side note: CW just played a commercial for next weeks episode of Gossip Girl during this weeks episode...

Hope to get some update from J within the next couple of days!!!!

Work and Work Out

I did get out of work early today which was awesome. I was supposed to work all day but one of the other spa coordinators didn't work her other job last night and offered to take part of my shift so I only ended up working until 3. It hadn't been a bad day so far but I was just glad to get out of there early. That also meant that I was able to get in a good work out today which I wouldn't have been able to do if I had to work until 7:30 pm.

Working early again tomorrow but I am having a free face-lift afterwards so that will be awesome. Hopefully getting in a good work out after that. I don't work until PM on Sunday so it will be nice to sleep in although I need to get in a work out before, maybe I'll go straight from the gym to work.

Peace, Love, and Face Lifts