Another Letter and Another Date

So when I returned back to JH from Lafayette, the last letter I sent to J got returned to me saying that he was no longer at that facility and that it had been received on the 7th which made me even more concerned about where he was. Then a few days later I went to the post office to find a letter written on the 22nd from him. He has another court date on June 27th and is back at the facility where he was originally. It was a pretty depressing letter but showed that he knows that he hasn't made the best choices in the past which has let his family down. He's been reading the Bible though and I think it has help him find hope in this dark time in his life. I don't know details of his court date but asked him about it in my reply letter so hopefully I will get a little more info on that soon.

Osama Bin Laden was killed today by US troops. It is excited but scary at the same time due to the unknown of possible backlash from his followers.

Peace, Love, and God Please America

Long Time No Talk

J was supposed to have his court date this past Monday the 18th and he said he would let me know what the results were but I haven't heard from him! Boo I Just want to know if he went to court and what happened there. It's just hard because I have no idea where he is, if he is ok and has food and shelter. I'm just scared that if he got sent back to Mexico he will be in a horrible prison there or will be somewhere stranded with nothing. Hope to hear from him soon so I at least know where he is!!!!!!

Peace, Love, and Nail Polish

Another 2 Weeks

Wow it has been almost a week since I blogged last, but not much has happened.

Work

Monday I spent all day at work doing payroll, inventory, and other month end stuff. It has been good to learn all of these management responsibilities for whatever may come in the future career wise. I am lucky to have a boss who is willing to teach me all of these things. Plus when she goes on maternity leave in a few months I'm going to have to take on more responsibilities even though we will have an assistant spa director. It sounds like a lot of our employees will not be asked to come back after the off season so that should be interesting.

We will be closed as of April 4th and I will be home April 7th-27th. I can't wait to get out of JH for a little while and see my family and friends. I will be home for Pancake Sausage Brunch, BTD, and Easter. Then I'll come back here and have to pack up and move to our new place (where ever it will be).

The rest of this week at work has been pretty normal, decently busy especially in the evening with some treatments and a lot of facility usage. I only have Sunday off and have been working since last Thursday so I am ready for Sunday to get here. Next week is going to be busy too, I only work 5 days but work 2 full days and two other long shifts with my days off being Saturday and Sunday.

J

I haven't talked to J since he called me two weeks ago. He should have the letter that I wrote him by now so hopefully I will get one back from him soon. I feel like I am back to square one where I don't really know what's going on and feel so alone. I have been doing pretty good but the other night I was bumming over him pretty hard. We shall see.

Roomies

My one roomies has continued to spend all her free time with the bf, not clean common areas in the house included dishes and pans she cooks with, and doesn't leave a spare key to her car out which has caused problems/inconvenience several times. If the next place we move has the same parking situation which most likely it will she has to leave a key for us. It just isn't fair. I feel like she doesn't think about others and not that it is on purpose she just doesn't ever step back and be like how will what I do affect others or just thinking of others in general.

Feel like I am in a good spot with my friendship with the other roomie which is nice because I was feeling a little out of the group again. It's hard since they all work at Hotel Terra and I work at TML, they talk about a lot of stuff while at work that I'm not there for plus they consistently have the same days off together.

C had a semi-emergency surgery to have his appendix out Tuesday morning and is still in the hospital recovering. It had ruptured a few days earlier but luckily it was just a little rupture that sealed itself up but that meant they had so make a large incision to get all the junk out so recover has been longer. He should be able to come home tomorrow afternoon sometime which will be good but it will probably still be a while before he is back at work.

That is a brief update on what's been going on, will write more soon.

Peace, Love, and Surprises

"One is the loneliest number that you'll ever know"

I was finally able to send my letter to J today, hope that he gets it soon. Also still waiting to hear from him. It was almost better when I hadn't heard from him in some perspectives. Now I am just waiting for a phone call from him which will come who knows when if it even does or when I will get another letter back. I just miss him.

Jean said she wanted to make sure that I'm not just waiting around for him since I don't know if/when he will get out. I don't think I am thought because I'm not really doing anything different now then I was before I was "with him". It is hard to just forget about him though, he is still on my mind all the time and right now he is the one I want to be with, no one else has caught my interest.

It's been kind of hard the past few days. Ali has a bf, Jean has a guy she has been "seeing" for over a month and then this new guy who is really interested in her but I am not sure how serious she is about him with the other guy still in her mind, then Carlos has a girl from work who he is kind of interested in and then there is me who is waiting for someone to get out of jail. :(

The other night we went out and I was the only one without someone and then tonight Ali made dinner and Jean's new guy and Ali's bf were over. Not so bad until Carlos went to lay down and they were both coupled off. Then it was just Jean with K then me by myself on the same futon together. So awkward and I had to get out of there so I decided to come to my room and catch up on some TV on Hulu. *Side note: CW just played a commercial for next weeks episode of Gossip Girl during this weeks episode...

Hope to get some update from J within the next couple of days!!!!

Work and Work Out

I did get out of work early today which was awesome. I was supposed to work all day but one of the other spa coordinators didn't work her other job last night and offered to take part of my shift so I only ended up working until 3. It hadn't been a bad day so far but I was just glad to get out of there early. That also meant that I was able to get in a good work out today which I wouldn't have been able to do if I had to work until 7:30 pm.

Working early again tomorrow but I am having a free face-lift afterwards so that will be awesome. Hopefully getting in a good work out after that. I don't work until PM on Sunday so it will be nice to sleep in although I need to get in a work out before, maybe I'll go straight from the gym to work.

Peace, Love, and Face Lifts

A Reply

I wrote my letter back to J but I didn't get a chance to mail it today since I worked from 9-7:30. I hope to get it out in the mail tomorrow so that he can get it the beginning of next week, especially since I am not sure if/when he might get moved. Still waiting to hear from him although I am worried that I will miss the call since I work 9-7:30 then 9-3.

It was a long day at work and I get to do it all over again tomorrow. Went to Trivia tonight and it was ok. Kind of seemed like the odd man out and everyone else had been skiing and drinking all day which was kind of annoying. No big plans for the weekend since it isn't really my weekend. I don't have another day off until Sunday.

Peace, Love, and Pumpkin Spice Candles

A Letter

I got my letter from J today and I was so excited. He says he misses me and hopes to be back soon so he can be with him. He said when he gets back that he is going to ask me to be his girl and I think I would say yes because why not. Obviously I like him and want to be around him and not anyone else. I am going to write him back tomorrow. My goals for the day are to do that, have breakfast with Natalie, get in a good workout (after breakfast settles of course), paint my nails, and just chill. Maybe I will spend some times reading tomorrow, haven't done that in a while and should be a good day to do it.

Today

I had today off, slept in then spent the morning cleaning, doing laundry, then bought a bunch of groceries and made a good Creamy Portabella Mushroom Soup. Then we all went out for a while which was fun but of course I missed J a lot. I am really happy to have Jean and Ali's support with him, even through everything they know how much he likes me and how much I like him and how happy he makes me.

Also hoping to get a call from J in the next few days with an update...

Peace, Love, Letters

Birthdays and Missing Him

I looked so good tonight, I wish you were here to see me! We went to dinner at Cascade for Ryan's mom's birthday and we all got dressed up. Dinner was good as it always is at Cascade and the company was great then I met up with some friends afterwords and was out for a little while. Didn't really drink because 1. I didn't feel like it and 2. I wished you were out with me.